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Region: The Region That Has No Big Banks
U fall in love 3 times(average)
1.teenage love
2.middle years or idk
3.love of ur life
Dalloton, Xerimerc, Kaidia
How long do you feel like this at a time?
Dalloton, Kaidia
I swear except one at my school.
They have been together since 3RD GRADE.
3RD TO 8TH GRADE
Xerimerc, Kaidia
Post by United Socialist Republic Of Eurasia suppressed by Sicario Mercenary Corps.
Most of the day.
Xerimerc, Kaidia
But no this isn't always the case
Xerimerc, Kaidia
There are always exceptions to the rule. Never expect to be that exception.
Kaidia, -Watermelon-
So, one day abouts ?
Kaidia, -Watermelon-
Its also:
feeling sad, hopeless or irritable most of the time
lacking energy
difficulty concentrating and remembering things
loss of interest in everyday activities
feelings of emptiness or worthlessness
feelings of guilt and despair
feeling pessimistic about everything
self-doubt
Xerimerc, Kaidia
Still they might hold a world record.
Longest Middle School love
Dalloton, Xerimerc, Kaidia, -Watermelon-
My dad coughed on me and infected me with Autism
Socialistic Britain, Xerimerc, Kaidia, -Watermelon-
The highs and lows of Bipolar Disorder often last several weeks at a time
Kaidia, -Watermelon-
my parents (non-biological) got together in high school but never actually dated until afterwards
Xerimerc, Kaidia
My attention span sucks.
I watch 5 second of something and become bored.
I can't concentrate for 1000000 dollars.
Xerimerc, Kaidia, -Watermelon-
before anyone asks i know absolutely nothing about my birth parents
Xerimerc, Kaidia
I ate the bill gates illuminati syringe and developed the autistic overnight
Socialistic Britain, Kaidia, -Watermelon-
lol cap. My friend has been dating his GF since PRE-K and they are still going strong lol
Xerimerc, Kaidia, -Watermelon-
most of the people in gen z and gen alpha have bad attention spans because constantly scrolling through social media ruins it
Xerimerc, Kaidia
You are not the exception. The average human attention span has been declining rapidly for years
Kaidia, -Watermelon-
the dopamine you feel during it gets associated with shorter periods of time, which is why its harder to concentrate for long periods of time
Xerimerc, Kaidia
It is not "I feel kinda meh" for a day.
Kaidia, -Watermelon-
No like I swear we never have a normal conversation lol
Xerimerc, Kaidia, -Watermelon-
No it will be like most of the day.
Usually it stops when I am really sleepy.
But for most of the day I can't concentrate.
I feel like I go from happy to sad.
My attention span sucks. 2 weeks and then it will seem different.
Dalloton, Xerimerc, Kaidia, -Watermelon-
I know.
I feel like I can't concentrate.
I can look at someone and I won't be able to maintain eye contact.
Xerimerc, Kaidia, -Watermelon-
people that dont have bipolar can still feel very high or very low for a long time
Xerimerc, Kaidia
I have the same problem. Thats more of a social anxiety thing
Xerimerc, Kaidia
One day
is not
Several weeks
Bipolar disorder is not 'happy to sad for a day', it is 'Manic to Suicidal Depression for weeks at a time'
Kaidia
Yes but some other symptoms have happened to me like random mood swings, bad attention span, and my concentration sucks.
Xerimerc, Kaidia, -Watermelon-
Now I need to talk to a therapist about anxiety because I always get nervous when I talk to someone.
But I can ramble for 10 minutes and then realize "Hell they are making fun of me aren't they?"
Dalloton, Xerimerc, Kaidia, -Watermelon-
Ive also heard some people have hormones like that. They dont have something specific just constant hormone swings.
Xerimerc, Kaidia, -Watermelon-
Are you sure you don't have ADHD? No offense but you just seem like you have mood swings and possibly a low attention spam.
Xerimerc, Kaidia
CAN'T MAINTAIN EYE CONTACT
DO YOU HAVE ANY IDEA HOW MANY INFINITE THINGS COULD CAUSE THAT
I can't maintain eye largely because I am autistic. Does that mean you are also autistic? No!
Socialistic Britain, Dalloton, Sicario Mercenary Corps, Kaidia, -Watermelon-
Again yes attention spans for newer generations suck balls.
Xerimerc, Kaidia
Kaidia
I shouldn't be asking a bunch of people online though.
I need a therapist.
Dalloton, Xerimerc, Kaidia, -Watermelon-
I have a really bad eye contact problem
The combination between OCD, Autism, and Social Anxiety makes it really hard to walk in the same area as other people because I get so scared that they will get mad at me or make fun of me if I even glance at them
Dalloton, Lemona, Xerimerc, Kaidia, Maloi
[spoiler=thing]FELIZ HASTA LA MUERTE
SIGUE ASI HASTA QUE ACABE
EL MAS ALLA QUE SONE NO ESTA NADA MAL
ME INVADIO EL AMOR[/spoiler]
Xerimerc
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EJcIyGIS3UA
Xerimerc, Kaidia, -Watermelon-
The low of bipolar disorder isn't just feeling kinda bad for a day
According to the NHS, one of the best medical services in the world, the lows are so bad you will often be diagnosed with depression before being diagnosed with Bipolar disorder
Sicario Mercenary Corps, Kaidia
It happens quite often too, which makes it worse
Xerimerc, Kaidia
that part hits
Xerimerc
My favs
1.Eurasia(sorry i mean but tbh u might go to no.2)
2.Melon
3.Britain
4.Craggo(tbh idk..)
5.Sicario
I dislike but eh..getting there
1.Xeri
2.Maloi
3....?
Hate
Pine
Dalloton, Xerimerc, Kaidia, -Watermelon-
):
*cuddles*
Kaidia, -Watermelon-
I do this too a lot.
I won't even talk because I think people will fun of me for something.
My long hair is like a target on my back.
Socialistic Britain, Xerimerc, Kaidia
You see its funny because you said you didnt care about me about 3 1/2 hours ago
Xerimerc, Kaidia
Whats going on and should I intervene
Xerimerc, Kaidia, -Watermelon-
We are having an educated conversation about mental health
Sicario Mercenary Corps, Xerimerc, Kaidia
:|
Xerimerc, Ant Grezaw
Eurasia says they thought they had Bipolar Disorder
I am correcting them
Sicario Mercenary Corps, Kaidia
Group Pow wow session
Xerimerc, Kaidia
Mm
Xerimerc, Kaidia, -Watermelon-
No I mentioned how I think I may or may not have Bipolar and I said I should see a therapist.
I brought it up and everyone is interrogating me about it.
Xerimerc, Kaidia, -Watermelon-
I refuse to let people be incorrect
Sicario Mercenary Corps, Kaidia, -Watermelon-
Why do you feel the need to put this in rmb
Xerimerc, Kaidia, -Watermelon-
I agree, particularly on mental health
Xerimerc, Kaidia, -Watermelon-
Make factbook
Xerimerc, Kaidia
The feeling isn't mutual ant.
Xerimerc, Kaidia
I feel ur pain, when my great grandma died I became very depressed and had very bad social anxiety. I felt like if I looked at someone or if they looked at me I would have a heart attack, I really felt like just dying. Luckily I moved on and after wishing my last good byes I felt better. I hope you aren't struggling and are getting your social anxiety helped.
Xerimerc, Kaidia, Maloi
Awee💔it must be hard tbh i have like not a high percentage of social anxiety maybe like 15-20% but i can maie eye contact very easily
Xerimerc, Kaidia
if one more person tells me that my ocd doesnt make me feel bad about myself i might lose my mind
Xerimerc, Kaidia
Letting people be incorrect can become dangerous, especially on topics like mental health
Xeri get's in trouble for correcting people at school
Sicario Mercenary Corps, Kaidia, -Watermelon-
I don't blame you.
I said I should see a therapist though and I will.
Sicario Mercenary Corps, Xerimerc, Kaidia
I'm really proud of the improvement I've made with my own anxiety
Eye contact still sucks
Meeting people for the first time is still incredibly taxing
But I've managed to recognise that people don't actually give a ♡♡♡♡
They ain't gonna be staring at you all the time
Still super self conscious about my appearance but not as bad as I used to
Xerimerc, Kaidia, -Watermelon-
Why are you booing me, Im right!
Sicario Mercenary Corps, Xerimerc, Kaidia
Ish
Xerimerc, -Watermelon-
This is the best idea
Self diagnosing is very icky, and you really need a professional to do it
Xerimerc, Kaidia, -Watermelon-
Yes. If you do have genuine concerns, seek a medical professional and be properly diagnosed uwu
Sicario Mercenary Corps, Kaidia
U see i forget abt u
Xerimerc, Kaidia
Yes
-Watermelon-
lol where am I 😭
Xerimerc, Kaidia, Ant Grezaw
welp
time to arson
Dalloton, Xerimerc
I actually did a double take when you said NHS was one of the best medical services in the world
I was like huh? What? Did I read that right?
Sicario Mercenary Corps, Xerimerc, Kaidia
hmm be the attention?💫GIMME THE SPOTLIGHT XERI U HAVE HAD IT FOR TOO LONG(but like i' not a attention seeker)
Xerimerc, Kaidia
u too idc ur New so
Xerimerc, Kaidia
honestly
xeri has kinda been in the spotlight for a bit too long
Xerimerc, Ant Grezaw
I have bad social anxiety too
Not to the point of what you have but I get really scared to like order food or talk to strangers
Every 13 year old girl:
Xerimerc, Kaidia, -Watermelon-
PINEVILLA
Lemona, Xerimerc
right?thank u now ur my no.1
Xerimerc, Kaidia
UK was 13th in the world in 2020
Kaidia
GRRRRRRRERRRRRRR UwU 😡
Xerimerc, Kaidia, Ant Grezaw
List of symptoms of OCD, courtesy of mayoclinic.org
Behavioral: compulsive behavior, agitation, compulsive hoarding, hyper-vigilance, impulsivity, meaningless repetition of own words, repetitive movements, ritualistic behavior, social isolation, or persistent repetition of words or actions
Mood: anxiety, apprehension, guilt, or panic attack
Psychological: depression or fear
Also common: food aversion, nightmares, or repeatedly going over thoughts
you probably dont know that i even show some of these because quite a few of them only apply to real life
Xerimerc, Kaidia
why are you here?
Xerimerc, Kaidia
Why does the regular pinecones flag look like a german reich though?
Xerimerc, Kaidia
DADDY CHILL
Dalloton, Xerimerc, Kaidia
You can't force your way in uwu
Kaidia, Ant Grezaw
vine boom
Dalloton, Xerimerc
Sure didn't feel like it
Socialistic Britain, Xerimerc, Kaidia
brings out arsoning kit
Xerimerc
Arson fun UwU
Xerimerc, Kaidia
That last comment makes me mad
Additionally
Is this a Pinevilla puppet
I give it 5 minutes for soemone to tell me its theirs before booted
Xerimerc, -Watermelon-
Hot
Kaidia, -Watermelon-
-nevermind
Dalloton, Xerimerc
i burn spotlight
Xerimerc
You get no spotlight unless Xeri is dissing you.
Xerimerc, Kaidia, Ant Grezaw
We're better than america
Kaidia
Oh Tbh i've been it for today :) so it might be over so enjoy it ;)
Xerimerc, Kaidia
Pinevilla.
Sicario Mercenary Corps, Xerimerc, Kaidia
LOOKHOWADORABLEITISHELP
Kaidia, Ant Grezaw
U just gave me attention u PEOPLE KNOW U CAN'T IGNORE ME
Xerimerc, Kaidia
Mm
If you thrive off negative attention you will be banned
Xerimerc, Kaidia, Ant Grezaw
Because your mouth is bigger than a snake with their jaw dislocated.
Sicario Mercenary Corps, Xerimerc, Kaidia
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Written by Refuge Isle.